So, I just read a journal entry from i don't even know when, i didn't look, but either way, it was very interesting. Im intrigued by the way I write. I could work on titles now that i'm looking at it. Eh. Im not worried about it. Anyway, Im listening to Beach boys, wouldn't it be nice. Listen to that. It's a great song, I don't even care what anyone says. It makes me happy. Much like the eagles and such. I probably should go to sleep. I mean, I don't really need to, but i'm sick of being tired everyday. Honestly Im a little tired of everything, and almost everyone. I can't stand half the people I talk to at work anymore. Customer wise, I mean. 50% of the new people i meet and deal with everyday are either mean, arrogant, single-minded or just flat out obnoxious. Its not exactly a blast being yelled at by people you don't even know, or being told you're stupid, which I'm not, thank you. I really need my wednesday/thursday off coming up. Its hard not to just say, hey, fuck off. Ahh the beauty of retail. Point being, be nice to people, dammit. It makes a bigger difference than people realize i think. Saying, Hey, How are you?, to someone who has to routinely ask someone else that doesn't give a damn how they are likes to hear that. And say please, and thank you. Its so simple, but it really does make a huge difference. That said, Im not sure Im doing much with my life. I'm so proud of Rikki and Justin and Zack and everyone who's almost done with school and making something of themselves. That's awesome. And Kayla's getting married to one of the greatest guys we know, . 'Nuff said there. Rhonda and Megan are about to have darling little babies and get married. And I'm working at Lowe's, sort of doing what I've always loved, single with no intentions of babies or marriage or even a boyfriend, it's just crazy. Sometimes I feel like I need to do more. I'm working on it. Reading and eating better are already being taken over. That's awesome. Oh well. Im gonna go to bed so I don't hate getting up tomorrow quite as much. enjoy the evening.